ToughMansLife?

I think it should probably say Tough, mans life. I mean mans life is tough. Yeah every person got their own things to say. Its again perception. I did not a meet an exact person to share my view and thinking. Blogging is right. I wanna a friend who listens and here you are.

I choosed ToughMansLife. I am married and holding responsibilities so i say MAN. But really speaking i want to be a boy. Very soon BOY life ended. When i heard the song "I wanna grow up once again" from 3idiots that was heart touching. I dont want to grow up again as i did not miss anything in my childhood. I had all fun, my education was cool, college was good. I had everything i need. May be because of which i did really feel the toughness of life. I wanna grow up looking at life, looking at things right. I started thinking a lot. Thinking dont make any sense so started writing. I wanted to write what is happening in my life.

Yes today is my worse day so inevitably i started writing. It is worse because i fought with my wife. She is cool but i made her angry. May be i am feeling it. What happened is tough story. We got married 8 months ago. We loved each other for 1yr before marriage. During love i used to say you should be my reflection. Think on my behalf, act as my behalf. Thats the only expectation. Things changed. Me and my dad never maintained rapport. We had different opinions, different thinking and different levels of talking. I never used to talk to my dad looking at his eyes. I shouted at him last week just because he wanted some oil to get heated. My mom is out to station to younger sister place. My wife dint get aquainted with dad necessities. When he put some additional work to her, realising her pain i shouted at my dad saying, treat person as person and servant. Yes lost words and now cant get it back. Major drawback in me and i have to correct it. We stopped talking to each other.
Today when i had to wash my clothes that i regularly wear for fitness it was painful. My wife is a lecturer and had to go to college. I dont want to strain her when my servant is off. So took up the challenge. Firtly i was back from fitness and no energy. I had to go to office to catch up some extra stuff. Unfortunately had apartment work being a treasurer. Thinking so much i showed frustration when my wife called.
Most unfortunate day, she asked me to learn to behave with family. I have to learn talking at home. When no one understands i expect my wife to understand. When she shouted i was drowned. Bad experience.